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New Place for Future Art!
Hey everyone! i just want to let you know that i made a new account here on Devianart, no much reason for that, maybe just kinda refreshing some of my watchers (most of them old and inactive) i want to try to live behind many things (and people) that still lingers in my mind (deleting them is not the option for me, still some good old memories in there), i'm an adult now (feeling old for some shit at this point) so this part of me will be like my 20s record somehow, a legacy (if deviantart doesnt die first) What i would be doing there? same as always has been, more 3D art with better quality overall and i hope to keep improving. it wont be just Sonic/Pony Art but rather something more diverse and with new horizonts for me to reach and try new things. but be warn, most thing will be kind NSFW. nothing explicit (you have other sites for that matter) So if anyone wants to follow me there, you will be more than welcome! https://www.deviantart.com/siagrus
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Hey everyone! its been a while since i made a journal entry here, hi for those that are new and a few of you that are old but still around. I'm making this journal mostly to let you know i'm making new art for this Site, mostly Sonic/MLP and maybe some other stuffs, but the real reason is that in the last months things had change for me and the economy of my stupid country (Argentina, of course) You see, almost nine months ago my first baby was born, so far so good and making everything i can to support them, but as things goes on things change, i lost my job, my wife's house and my studies and job aswell, so i've been working as hell as an artist in other sites, making commissions to support my family, so far things are doing good, but lately the money i'm making is getting shorter and shorter. I dont know about other countries, but here in my own to leave well (not crazy awesome) you need like $500 for month for avarage, so far the others sites like
three weeks of parenthood
It's been 22 days since my firstborn was born. and boy let me tell you, people warned me that I as a person would take a backseat and They weren't kidding, fatherhood is difficult, it's constant, it's unpredictable to a certain extent, you learn things every day and you adapt as best you can to the situation. Thanks to my commissioners I have some money saved and in use for everything that my baby and my wife require, thank God they are both fine, goodbye to insulin but now week after week there are medical checkups for my baby, they are routine exams, to make sure everything is ok. Although I hate to admit it in all these weeks I tried by all means to separate my work / family / 3D times but it is impossible, the worst part was my 3D, zero hours and that made me nervous for those to whom I still owe a commission thatIt was postponed much longer than I would like, some are already absurd and I would like to run away, but I must be more firm and finish accepting and completing my
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It has been a complicated month doing a quick summary little and nothing I could achieve in these weeks. Demanding family, ultra demanding girlfriend, little satisfaction, little money and happy moments. I have mixed feelings about my career. On the one hand, mentally I felt as stretched out as butter smeared on too much bread, internally I was screaming: Enough, I don't want to go on but I can't quit, years and years studying, and for what? to have a regular job that won't give me as much money as one that doesn't even need a college degree. It is like a corpse under my bed in the process of decomposition that only I can smell and the smell is disgusting. That alone makes me feel miserable, a loser who did not achieve anything in this life, and yet other people more idiots than me could achieve that title before me. That doesn't help my conscience at all and of course your parents must remind you that you are nothing every day, that you have nothing the day they are gone. Recently i
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hay mucha gente que se aprovechan de eso, yo por eso no hago request, aparte porque soy un principiante XD
Pero no porque haya gente asi te has de desanimar, aun con todo siempre habra gente que los aprecie, y a esa gente si que has de cuidarla
Pero no porque haya gente asi te has de desanimar, aun con todo siempre habra gente que los aprecie, y a esa gente si que has de cuidarla